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WOWW [27 Feb 2005|06:45pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | i wanna love you forever - jessica simpson ]

WOW i haven`t wrote in this thing in like foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr and a day lol. well since me and rob broke up i`ve been single and looking, for a VERY long time. finally, at the beginning of january i found the most amazing guy in the world and i love him more than ne thing. his name is ronnie =) he makes me so happy and im very grateful that we started talking. then on february 12th, he asked me out. of course, bc i love him so much, i said yes, and now we are happily together, i hope we are together for a long time bc i wana spend forever and a lifetime wit him. nothin or no one will ever come between us. im going to try to write in here more often and im guna have my lovely lexaa reformat it.
countdown for exciting things ryan cabrera concert - march 4th, ashlee simpson concert - march ?, cruise-april 16th, kelly clarkson concert - april 24th!!! woot woot =)
well im out for now. peace out girl scout. i love ronnie forever and ever

(1 have an obsession care bears )

jus a lil update [21 Sep 2004|01:35pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | always be my baby ]

saddening news me and rob broke up a day after our 2 month aniversary.. everytime i think about it i want to cry but when i keep busy and stuff i`m fine..nothing other then that`s been going on.. i`ve had so much fun the past few weekends .. besides the fact that i wasn`t with rob .. i still had fun .. well i gotta go bye xo =)

( care bears )

..wow [02 Sep 2004|03:03pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | freak a leak ]

update wow i haven`t wrote in a long time. well i started school. it`s good i guess. i met a lot of new friends who are really nice. i`m happy to meet new people. i mean after being wit the same people for 9 years it`s fun to meet other people. don`t worry .. i still love the class of O4 from SVS. well me nd rob are still dating =) tomorrow is 2 months so we`ll prolly go out somewhere. idk where though lol. well right now i`m waiting for my sister to come home. i might be going to get my kitten tonight. her name is bella =) well i`ll t2yl bye xo

( care bears )

.. love is so hard to explain [15 Aug 2004|06:47pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | unreachable ]

today i woke up at like 1O:OO. then i got ready nd went to church. after church i went to bagelicious nd dunkin dounuts. then i went to blockbuster nd rented 13 going on 3O. then when i got home michelle came over. she straightened my hair nd then we watched the movie. after that we jus hung around for a bit nd watched some t.v. then we were on the computer for a bit. then we ate dinner nd chilled a lil more. then at like 7:2O her mom picked her up nd me nd my dad picked rob up at his grandfathers. then we came back here nd watched some t.v. nd talked. then at like 9 his mom picked him up. then i was talking to him nd his friend brian on the fone for a lil bit nd now i`m sitting here listening to the ashlee simpson cd nd talking to some friends.

i love you rob. forever nd always. you mean the world to me. i can`t even explain the feeling i get when we are together. when you kiss me i feel like i`m dreaming. without you in my life i`d be lost. i`m so glad i met you. you are the love of my life

( care bears )

.. so in love <3 [14 Aug 2004|08:48pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | better off | ashlee simpson ]

today i woke up at like 9:30 nd got dressed nd stuff. rob came over at like 12. we went for a lil walk. then when i got back i opened my cell fone bill which was $380 so i got it taken away lol. then we watched eurotrip when he got here nd then ate tombstone pizzas. after that we were online for a lil bit nd then watched more t.v. then his mom came at like 3:45 cuz he had to go to his grandfathers house. so then i jus hung around nd waited for my sister to come back from florida. she got here nd we jus hung around. then we went to her condo to see what my parents did for her while she was gone. it`s almost finished so i should be moving into my new room soon =) then we came home nd becca came over. when she got here we watched a movie from my sisters vacation nd then were talking on the fone to rob. then we watched trading spaces. then her mom came to pick her up nd i took a shower. now i`m watching t.v. nd talking to some friends.

aLy$sAa nDd rObB aAf 7/3/04

(1 have an obsession care bears )

one month [03 Aug 2004|11:10pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | get it started ]

update well i haven`t wrote in a long time but i`ve been with rob. we are very happy together. last week we went to lake compounce nd had a good time. we are happily in love lol.
today is one month. happy one month to us nd many more to come =) well when i woke up today i got ready nd then me nd my sister went to the bank nd rite aid nd then we went to pick rob up. then we had to stop at the gas station nd then we went downtown to urban outfitters. they had cute stuff but kinda expensive. then my sister dragged us to the barns nd nobles right next door. then we went back home nd me nd rob chilled. he had to vacuum my sisters car bcuz my sister did something for him lol. then we ate dinner nd started to watch freddy vs jason but then i decided to watch bruce almighty so we watched that. it was so cute we were layin on the couch cuddling under the blanket watching it nd then he fell asleep. then when it was over i woke him up nd we went to ashley`s ice cream nd got some ice cream. then we came back here nd hung out for a lil while nd then at about 9:45 his mom came to get him. then i took a shower nd now i`m talking to my friends who i haven`t talked to in a while.

i love robert giannotti .. always nd forever =)

( care bears )

update .. [25 Jul 2004|06:58pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | television ]

update i`m sorry i haven`t written in a while. i`ve jus been hanging around with rob nd stuff. i love being wit him. we are unseperable lol. i`m done with summer school. thank god. i hated that. it was hell lol. i did meet some friends though so i`m happy about that.
today i went to church with my sister. then i came home nd i left again to go to rob`s house. then we were there til about 4:30 jus hanging around, we took a walk nd stuff. then we went to the festival down in new haven bcuz he had to work there. we jus hung around for a while nd he did what he had to do. then at about 8:15 my mom picked me up nd i came home nd took a shower. now i`m talking to my friends online nd waiting for rob to call me back. he was supposed to come back to my house if it wasn`t too late but now it`s getting late so i`ll jus see him tomorrow.
this week i`ll be with rob a lot. we don`t know what we are doing yet but on wednesday we are going to lake compounce. then friday night we are going to the carnival with ally nd justin nd then sunday there is a big graduation party at my house for my sister.

i love robert giannotti forever

( care bears )

..fun [20 Jul 2004|05:26pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | my babys voice ]

yesterdayi went to summer school nd then i came home nd went to rob`s house. we jus hung there for a while. then we went to stop nd shop lol nd then we met ally nd justin at the bowling ally. then i went back to his house nd was there til about 9:30.

today i went to summer school nd then my sister dropped me off at rob`s right after that. then we jus chilled there. his friend brian was there. then we went to expect nd stop nd shop again quick. then we went back to rob`s house. after that gabby met us at his house nd then we walked to chilis. then after that we went back to rob`s nd then his mom brought me home. now i`m sitting here on the fone wit rob nd i`m gettin ready to do summer school homework nd then take a shower.

i love robert joseph!!

( care bears )

today is the day [18 Jul 2004|02:56pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | naughty girl ]

friday night i went to the movies wit my friend jessica to see a cinderella story but it was sold out so we jus went back to jessica`s house. then at 9 my mom picked us up nd brought me babysitting. we babysit nd hung around nd then jess left at like 11. that`s when the kids went to bed. nd then i jus watched tv until 2 which was when i left. i got home nd went to bed.

saturday i woke up at 8:30 nd went on the boat by 9:30. we stayed out all day til about 3:30. i got really burnt. i was home until about 5:30 then we went to joann`s house for dinner nd we stayed there until about 10:30. when i got home i went right to bed bcuz i was so tired.

today i woke up at 10:00 nd went to church at 11:00 with my sister. then i came home nd i was supposed to go to target wit her nd her fiance but they got into a fight so we didn`t go. so i took a shower instead lol. then i got dressed nd dried my hair nd went to the mall with my other sister. then we came home at around 4:30 nd i jus straightened my hair. now i`m talking to people nd i was jus studying for this stupid quiz that i am having in summer school tomorrow. now it`s 6:00 nd i`m waiting to go pick up rob. i`m going to his house at 7:30 nd then me nd his mom are going to pick him up at the marine base in new haven. i can`t wait to see him. then we`ll prolly jus hang out for a while then i`ll come home nd go to bed.

tomorrow i have summer school. sometime after that me rob ally nd justin are going bowling, even though i suck lol.

( care bears )

2 days [16 Jul 2004|09:25am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | all nite (don`t stop) ]

yesterday michelle came over nd we went to quiznos for lunch wit my sister. then i went to go get my nail fixed which took like 1 minute lol. then we came home nd me nd michelle decided to take a walk to our cousin stephanie`s house. when we got there i looked at her yearbook nd then we decided to take a walk. we walked all the way down to the beach club. then we were really tired so we had michelle`s grama drive us back to stephanie`s. then stephanie`s mom brought me nd michelle back to my house. then at night i didn`t end up going to my cousins house i went to christine`s house. we hung around. we went in the hot tub. then we started to watch along came polly but i had to leave before it ended.

today i woke up at about 10. i had to do some homework for summer school that is due monday bcuz i don`t want to do it this weekend nd i surely won`t want to do it once rob gets back. i might be going to the beach with my sister in a lil bit but tonight i am going to the movies wit my friend jess. we are going to see a cinderella story =] well my baby comes home in 2 days. i can`t wait!!

( care bears )

take my breath away [14 Jul 2004|12:36pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | angels ]

today i woke up for summer school nd went. then my sister picked me up nd i had to bring kirstyn home. then she had to go get a drug test for her new job so i went with her. then we went to her condo so she could do a lil work. when i was there rob called me =) he is going to call me tonight. i LOVE him!! AHH i get to see him in 4 days. well any way then we went to the atm bcuz we were going to go to quiznos but they were closed for a private party which was pretty upsetting bcuz we wanted it lol. then i came home nd now i`m waiting to see what i`m going to do for the rest of the day.

tomorrow is my last day of summer school for this week then only 4 days left of that. after summer school my sister is picking me up nd then picking up michelle. she is going to come over nd we`ll hang out all day. prolly go for a walk or whatever. idk yet but she`ll be here til about 6:30 nd then i`ll prolly go over to my aunts or to my cousins baseball game if he has one.

only a few days left nd then i can see my baby!!

( care bears )

...anything is possible when you believe [13 Jul 2004|09:43am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | i believe ]

yesterday i had summer school nd after it i came home nd hung out wit my sister for a while. then my friends aj nd john stopped by quick jus to say hi. then my gram brought me to get my nails done. then i came home ate dinner nd then did some summer school homework lol. then i went to my aunts for a while. then i came home nd finished my homework nd then watched tv. rob called me =) we talked for a while. then he called me again right before i went to bed. i love him so much!

today i woke up nd went to summer school. then i came home nd ate. now i`m sitting around talking online nd waiting for gabby to get here. she won`t be here til about 2 so i`ll jus hang around for another hour. then we are jus goin to chill all day.

tomorrow i`m going to summer school nd then i`m going out wit my sister for a while nd then i`m hangin out wit my friend becca. i think. lol. i made plans for everyday this week so i can keep myself busy. i`ve been doing alright lately. i jus can`t wait to see him.

i love my baby!! he`s coming home soon =)

( care bears )

6 minutes in heaven =) [11 Jul 2004|07:05pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | his voice ]

right now my baby jus called me!!! i`m so happy bcuz i was waiting to hear from him.we only got to talk for 6 minutes bcuz he was using a pay phone but thats fine by me. he is calling me again tonight sometime before 10. i love him so much!! well...

tomorrow i gotta go to summer school. then my sister is picking me up nd she is going to keep me busy. i am going to go places with her. i don`t know where lol but any where besides home is fine by me. bcuz if i`m home i`m going to think of rob nd cry =[ nd i don`t want to do that. i hope this week flys by. plze let it fly by!!

( care bears )

..wanting to die [11 Jul 2004|04:45pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | listening to myself cry ]

today i woke up nd went on the boat wit my mom dad christine my sister nd her friend andrea. i can`t get rob off my mind. i miss him so much nd it`s been 2 days. i got another 7 til he gets home nd i don`t think i can do it. i jus want to die right now. i`ve been cryin since 3 o`clock straight through. i can`t wait for him to get back. i hope this week flys by nd i hope you guys can all help me out. i`m in love nd when i`m away from him i`m in pain =[ well i jus took a shower nd i even cried in there. i`m prolly jus going to hang around nd go to bed early cuz i gotta go to summer school tomorrow. oh what a joy. that makes this problem even worse knowing i have to go through 4 days of that first nd then wait another 3 days til i can actually see him. i talked to him yesterday morning but i haven`t heard from him since.

8 days til my baby comes home

( care bears )

miss him [10 Jul 2004|07:10am]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | pieces of me ]

yesterday/las night i was wit my baby all day. we jus hung around, watched movies, burned cd`s, nd stuff lol. nothing too exciting but idc bcuz i enjoyed every minute wit him. then at night we went to the movies to see sleepover. it was a chick flick so i don`t think he liked it that much lol but idk it wasn`t that good to me either but like i said i don`t care cuz i was wit him. we met christine nd gabby there nd then after the 4 of us went to chilis. then my mom picked me nd rob up nd brought him home. it was the las time i could see him until next sunday =[ i gave him a hug nd kiss goodbye nd that was it. i knew i was going to miss him so much. then after that i went to a party til about 12:30. then my mom picked me up nd i came home nd waited for my baby to call me. he didn`t call by 1 nd i was so tired so i turned my fone off nd went to sleep.
today i woke up at 9 nd he was already on my mind. i turned on my cell fone nd got a message from him at likr 2 this morning. then he called me at 9:30 nd we only talked for like 5 minutes bcuz he was on a pay fone. he is going to call me later today. well today i think i`m going to my friends lil cousins 1st birthday party nd then later i`m going out to dinner wit my family nd my moms friend nd her family for her birthday. i need to keep myself busy so the time goes by fast. no matter what i`m going to think of him nd miss him but if i keep myself busy i won`t cry about it. i love him so much!!!

( care bears )

..update [08 Jul 2004|03:13pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | the theme song to king of queens ]

sorrie i haven`t written in a while. i`m been busy nd it`s gettin boring writing in here lol. well here`s the update.

monday i went over ally`s nd chilled wit her justin nd rob. we watched secret window nd some of ally`s home videos. it was fun. we ate food from the day before. yummy .. i had baked ziti lol. well any way i was there all day nd i was happy to be wit my babe.

tuesday i started summer school..SO MUCH FUN!!! NOTT !! omg it`s worse then hell lol. it`s so boring nd i`m not learning anything. well after that i went home nd hung around. rob was supposed to come right over but he hadda tell a lil white lie to me bcuz he was with his friend nd he didn`t wana be there any longer so he sed he had to babysit for his cousins nd i thought he was serious. so after he left he called me to tell me that he jus sed it to get out of going to a yankee game wit his friend nd his friends family bcuz he wanted to see me that day. but i had already made plans wit christine to go to the mall. so christine`s dad brought us to the mall at like 4:30 nd we shopped nd stuff. then my mom picked us up at like 6:30. i bought two cute skirts, one jean nd one white. nd i bought two pairs of pajama shorts lol. one pair is black nd says "once upon a time i met a boy nd i kicked his butt" lol nd the other pair says "hello my name is hottie". they are really cute. then when i got home rob came over. we chilled outside for a while nd then came in nd watched the hot chick lol. then his mom picked him up at like 9:30.

wednesday i went to summer school again. yuck! lol then when i came home rob came right over nd he stayed til about 8. we went outside, watched movies, nd hung around nd stuff. it was fun. i don`t care what i do when i`m with him i jus like to be wit him. every minute i`m wit him i fall for him more.

today i went to summer school nd today was the last day for this week. now i don`t go back til monday. rob came over when i got home nd we hung outside nd watched movies nd stuff like that. then at like 4:30/5 he had to go get a hair cut nd get all his stuff ready for his marine trip. he jus called me back nd told me that he doesn`t have to stay at the place all night so we are going to do something. he is going to call me when he leaves.

tomorrow i`m going to be with him ALL day. i have no summer school so i can wake up at like 10:30 nd then we`ll do something. we will prolly go to ally`s or something but i`ll write back nd let you guys know what i did. well anyway saturday morning at like 3:00 he is going to florida with his marine group for a week =[ i`m going to be so upset. but tomorrow night i have a party. i`m not going til late though bcuz i want to spend as much time with rob as i could. well guys be prepared bcuz starting saturday i`m going to be writing sad entries. for all my true friends i`m going to need you all to make me happy bcuz i`m going to be away from my baby for 9 days!!!

fall, for you i fall so fast. i can hardly catch my breath i hope it lasts. rob i love you!

( care bears )

.. wow [04 Jul 2004|11:09pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | the sound of my bed calling me lol ]

las night i went over ally`s to chill wit her justin nd rob. i really like rob a lot nd we got along really well. we watched love nd basketball even though i don`t really know what it`s about bcuz rob was worried about dying bcuz he thought fireworks were bombs lol. he`s so cute =) well anyway at the end of the night he asked me out.. of course becuz i really liked him i sed yes. even though i was planning on being single for the summer. but whatever .. i don`t care bcuz if i sed no then i would`ve regreted it nd stuff. i really hope things work out between us bcuz i`m jus looking for a true love.
today/tonight it was 4th of july baby!! lol. well first i went to jaimie`s. it was alright. i got to see my old friends matt nd drew nd some other people. then i listened to my cousins play songs with their band. then at like 4:30 we went to joann`s which was when the party really began lol. there was so much that went on. they had a lot of fireworks at night.. a lot of drama wit drunk kids lol. it was fun though. it was a really great 4th of july =)
tomorrow i`m going to do something wit rob prolly. we might do something wit ally nd justin but idk yet. i`ll write back tomorrow =)

(3 have an obsession care bears )

.. fill it out =) [01 Jul 2004|11:28pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | emilio talking ]

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

(4 have an obsession care bears )

chad is a hottie =) [30 Jun 2004|10:37pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | pieces of me ]

new layout thanxx to alexa my journal is now hotter then ever with sexy chad michael murray =]
yesterday i went to get my nails nd eyebrows done wit alexa nd then came back to my house for a while. then we walked to her house nd i stayed there until my mom picked me up to go to the orthodontist. after that i went to see my cousin play baseball for a while. then i came home ate dinner nd then jus hung around.
today i woke up at like 9:30 nd did some things around the house. then at 1:00 my aunt picked me up nd i went to her house nd she highlighted my hair nd cut it. it came out really nice. then i came home nd hung around some more nd then i ate dinner nd then straightened my hair nd junk lol. i know i have a very exciting life guys =] well whatever i`ll write back tomorrow. not like i`ll have anything good to sey but i have to come back to see my chad =]

chad is my hottie!!!

(1 have an obsession care bears )

stupid computer [26 Jun 2004|02:23pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | on fire ]

all week well guys i haven`t been writing becuz my computer has been being gay so i couldn`t lol. but basically all week i jus hung out wit my sister nd went shopping wit her nd stuff. wednesday i went to new york with her, my mom, my sister`s fiance, nd his mom. we went to see a musical (aida) that i wanted to see. she bought me tickets for my graduation.
last night i went to the movies wit kirstyn nd chrissy to see white chicks but when we got there we decided to see dodgeball. so we saw that. it was stupid but funny at the same time. lol idk it was jus one of those movies that are OKAY. then we went to chilis nd met christine michelle nd gabby there. we saw a lot of people that we knew so that was cool. then all the girls left nd joe tommy nd ryan showed up so i stayed there with them. we left at like 11:30.
today i hung around all day like a lazy bum lol. it`s all good though. tonight i`m going out to dinner wit my parents nd some friends nd then i`m either going to my friend ryan`s or coming home nd having people here. idk yet lol.
tomorrow i`m going to a picnic. it should be fun bcuz this guy has awesome partys. then at night i`m going to the fireworks. so i`m guna have a fun weekend. i`ll write back whenever i could.

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